Everyone has their own…it may be different or same but having different connotations ,,,,,u may deal it with it in ur own way…mostly people unknowingly deal with it in the most convenient way dats….” Not acknowledging its existence”…….Some fite with it in pain and loneliness…Sum accept and Ignore it…… proudly claiming it as part of our weakness…at each stage we carry it wid us……..for some it keeps changing……I find fear resides where hope is surrounded by doubts….Doubts arise due to too much of knowledge and unwanted reasoning capabilities….
As a small child, I do recollect fearing darkness….during powercuts at my hometown …..i used to feel scared…before the powercut timings I used to ensure bein close to somebody……make ma place before hand…but admist the darkness n alongwith ma family talking to each other abt the Whos who.n all irrelevant but still proclaimed dead important matters I used to feel safe n secured….but Now strangey I do find peace in darkness…..when low sad, worried….i seek darkness otherwise too…….just to hide myself or rather hold myself!
Way back it just struck me dat..i wasn’t afraid of darkness..it was the fact that I lost sight of ma people during darkness……dats wat worried me……Loneliness……so we all have are share of fears n worries its how we see it …..or interpret it…..
Somethings bother you……. DO nOT Blink at it……..Fear- It's what pushes you past "good enough" and doesn't let you rest until it's "right……..There is a need to attend it and stare at it right in the eye, to stare it right down, to see it, to know it, to let it know you, and to not let your fear, your hesitance, your what-if be a part of that experience. ………
(Psst…… dedicated to ma friend – BBB !!! who was recently spotted watching Phoonk 2 at a theatre ((please note it was just a trailor shown between another screening))…..With Manoj kumar kinda action i .e hands on her face, with little gaps between fingers which gave her a satisfaction dat she actually was viewing a horror scene……..LOL!!!
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